To think of you.
Is getting too hard.
I gave you my heart,
And you gave it back scarred....

(from my poem Letting go...)

~*~Elisha~*~

Everytime I close my eyes I see your face, And everytime your near my heart begins to race...

~*~Elisha~*~

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...

~*~Elisha~*~

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

~*~Elisha~*~

So I grab my razor,
My only friend
Slicing my skin,
This is where it ends.

form my poem, My Room, My Tomb)

~*~Elisha~*~

So my scars show the way,
The story of my life.
Lined up on my arm,
Embedded from a knife.

(From my poem, behind the tinted glass)

~*~Elisha~*~

One after another,
The pain I cannot feel.
They turn into scars,
Wounds that never heal.

(from my poem, My White Flag)

~*~Elisha~*~

This is my time,
My time to fly,
Out of this world.
Out of this lie.

(from my porm fairytale dreams)

I got that one special guy - when he smiles
at me just once; it brightens up my whole day
& when he hugs me * it's enough to make all my
p r o b l e m s g o a w a y

The pills are working,
I can feel their power.
Inside of me,
They will slowly devour....

(taken from my poem, My last good-bye)