My feelings are really mixed and flipfloped.
I don\'t know how I made it to the top...

I'm in deap internal pain,
I mean, Its really hard to explain...

I'm scared of what he will say or do.
I feel like I'm being shooed...

Regret hurts,
Sympathy awakens...

The way I feel ruins all thats alive,
Regret really sucks and it's hard to strive...