Do you ever just get that feeling where you dont wanna talk to anybody, you dont wanna smile, and you dont wanna fake being happy, but at the same time you dont exactly know whats wrong either?

That smile she wears… its fake.
Its just a make that she puts on so
The world cant see the hurt in her eyes,
Or the pain in her heart, its just a mask
She wears to hide everything.

She finally lets go of her fake smile,

the tears slowly roll down her face as

she whispers in the mirror…

“I don’t want to be me”

Best friends can see the hurt in your eyes,
when everyone else is fooled by your smile.

I wanna be remembered as the girl who always smiled,even when her heart was broken…
the one who could brighten up your day,even if she couldn’t brighten up her own.

I remember when..gettinghighmeant swingingona playground..the worst thingu couldget fromaboy wascooties..whenurworst enemieswereursiblings..whentheonly raceissueswaswhoranthefastest..when warwasacardgame..but thethingirememberthe mostiswanting 2growup

People ask me why its so hard to trust people...?
and i ask them why its so hard to keep a promise...?

I must be a pretty good liar for you tp honestly think everything is o.k.a.y...

She used to be happy, she used to be fun, she used 2 see the good in everything, now shes depressed, a lost soul. Now that beautiful smile will never rise again. She looks different now, shes dark. Maybe you havent noticed but its all your fault

I didnt want to admit that it was easier to lie, to hide the hurt and emptynes, to smile instead of cry...