I dont know what to do , i just feel like im killing myself for you

And its like
y even bother liking someone
cause most guys that ive liked make me feel on top of the world then slowly tear me apart inside so tell me y , whats the point of me even like-ing guys

Just because i forgave
donest mean i forgot

&& it scares me
that i would still die for you , after all
the pain you put me through

And im trying to be just like
everybody eles and im finally realizing that sometimes the hardest person to be is yourself...

...and i just have to face the fact
that you and me
will never be

..how could you
just forget bout me

And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are.
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures and overanalyze your words.
But the truth is I've never fallen so hard.....

AND I JUST WISH , JUST WISH
that someone ,outthere , somewhere
is thinking of me

Im not going to
just put my life on hold for you