Damn this unending life of mine!
...For, it is no life at all.
I did not mean for it to happen...
I didn't mean to fall...
*4rm my new poem COLD AS ICE*

I wish the sun would never rise for in my dreams you'd stay all night. You ease my pointless plague of pain...you almost make me feel all right... -Ashley Jo-

{"If I am the phantom, it is because man's hatred has made me so. If I am to be saved it is because your love redeems me."}~Le Fantome De L'Opera~

The blood spills,
I fall to the floor,
my last thought:
I can't take this anymore...

You haunt my dreams
poisoning my mind
I long to leave you
far behind....

I took your words for truth,
I believed in every lie.
So tell me now, what do I do,
now that I want to die?
*from my new poem What Do You Do When You Want To Die?*

"How typical of humans... Your eyes are clouded so you cannot see...... Even though the truth is always within you..." - Vampire Princess Miyu

Her heart may beat,
but that doesn't mean she's alive.
I remember so clearly,
the moment she died...

No one holds command over me. No man. No god. No prince. What is a claim of age for ones who are immortal? What is a claim of power for ones who defy death? Call your damnable hunt. We shall see who I drag screaming to hell with me.

I try to stop the pain...
but I just bleed faster.
Now I can see the truth:
THERE IS NO HAPPILY EVER AFTER.