Trying So Hard Not To Get Attached But I Cant Help But Have The Feelings I Have

I regret alot of things in life but the one thing i dont regret is you and everything we have done

I don't understand why you like me & why you say you love me, when half the time you make me feel like im nothing to you

"The pure innocence of a child, denies all primary presence of deception. One is not born knowing how to lie, but rather taught over time."

"Why is it, that when you allow yourself to care? That same person has you pulling out your hair?"

Ever find yourself sitting in the corner rockin back an forth holdin a knife an shaking so bad you cant feel anything

People ask why I drink what's the point
I tell them because it takes the pain away
People ask why I do drug what's the point
I tell them because it's my way of running away from my pain

It hurts to see you with other gurls
It hurts to hear u talk about them
It hurts when u say I found someone else
It hurts to know that u don't love me anymore

I sit by the phone night after night hoping to hear your voice

I wait up late at night for u
Wishing u were here
I wait for your call
I wait to see you
One day you'll come
And I won't be here