The real question is.....what didnt i see in him

My brain asks : "what did you see in him?"
and my heart just resopnds : "dont even get me started"

Those words you say just to break me
still hurt
i just found new ways to hide it

Nd she doesnt want for it to crash again
but she knows it will happen
and nobody knows how many tomorrows it will take this time

I cant lose you
the same way i lost h.i.m.

Like knowing your about to crash
and knowing, you forgot your seatbelt

A single tear that nobody could see
still hangs on her cheek
and still..he was able to whipe it off

"trust me" your eyes whipser
as your gentle touch mends my heart

You whisper about how i didnt deserve it
the way i was hurt and used
you touched my heart so softly, knowing it was bruised

&today he asked her how 'they' were doing.....she looked up at him and almost cried, becuase even though sheshappy ....all she wants is another 'iloveyou' from HIS lips