did you cross your fingers when you hugged her......that way she couldnt hate you for lying

I didnt realize that forever would end so soon

Last birthday when i blew out the candles
i wished you would feel the same for me
----i got it-----but i forgot to mention the words 'until we die'

I dont have a reason to laugh at you stuipd jokes
--i miss that--

Today i let the tears pour down my face
cuz i just didnt care who was watching anymore

Fining someone that made me smile like you do
is going to take longer then tomorrow

I poured my heart out that day
because i knew this would be the last time
i could ever say what i felt about you

&i cried so hard that i couldnt breath
&i finally used 'i' instead of 'her' because i want to know straight out it was me doing the crying

&finally your not the only person im afraid for
&im finally worried about myself

Heartboken tears flew down her cheeks
when she finally pushed him further away then he already was