I got the last word
"i hate you" was the last thing you heard
so there goes my first love
and my best friend

He was my first true bestfriend
he was my first true love
i was his first true love
we could be ourselves with eachother
we ended in "i hate you's"
and your asking me if im okay?

What happened?

Remember those days....when you would call back right after we got off the phone
because you forgot to say "i love you"

We are so afriad of what might happen
that we dont think of what might *not* happen

Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret

When you remember us, do you remember our special moments
or do you think highly of yourself for the lies you told me in those moments?

And then you just wanted to see how i was doing
.....................
when i finally wanted nothing to do with you

And...all of the sudden
she realized how far from being over you she really was
out of the blue
she cried

We arent afraid of an 'i love you'
we are just scared of the response
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and even if an 'i love you' is said back there is always the fear of it being a lie