She's trying to forget, everything in her past,
hug her, it could be her last.

And she finally let go of the emotions she'd bottled up for so long-the fake smile and laugh, the anger and hate and the tears she held back and the words she never said and she whispered: i give up.

She slashed away the pain,
until her wrist was numb.
she felt no pain.
this is who she'd become

If they knew what she did,
to herself when she was alone.
they would've never left her at home.
[forget her smile, the signs you missed]

And as she fell to the ground she whispered,
you can't lose me, i'm already gone.

When you ignored me, i tried my hardest not to break down.
when you looked right through me, i tried not to fall to the ground.

Do u ever get the feeling that your not going to be ok?
that you always seem to stuff up?
and that you were have the best day,
but then you woke up??
WELCOME TO MY WORLD.

The worst part is she has to live with what she did.

As the tears sting my eyes,
i try my hardest not to cry.
trying to be so perfect in your eyes.
i ask myself, why do i try?

Holidays, christmas wish list,
another scar on my wrist.