I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,

Have you ever needed someone so bad?
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn’t have?
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart?

When I'm with you,
Colors seem dull,
Food has no taste,
Pain melts to nothing,
And nothing else matters except my next second with you.

Do I have the streangth, To know how I'll go.
Can I find it inside, To deal with what I shouldn't know.

When a man lies, He Murders some part of the world.
These are the pale deaths that some men misscall thier lives.
All this i cannot bare to witness any longer.
Cannot the kingdom of salvation take me home?

I try to laugh about it,
Cover it up with lies.
I try to laugh about it,
Hiding the tears in my eyes.

Do I have the streangth,
To know how I'll go.
Can I find it inside,
To deal with what i shouldnt know.

Do I have the streangth,
To know how I'll go.
Can I find it inside,
To deal with what i shouldnt know.

Do you feel me when I'm gone?
Do you teach me while I"m here?
Just as soon as I belong.
Then it's time I disappear.

Things arn't what they used to be, Missing one inside of me.
Deathly lost this cant be real,
Cannot stand the state I feel.
Emptyness is killing me,
To the point of agony.
Growing darkness,
Taking dawn.
I was me,
But now hes gone.