&& when this is all over, boy,
i'm gonna have you on your knees begging me to come back.
and this time, i'm not going to give in

&& over the years i've delt with death and depression and cutting...
but i never expected you to leave me and i just can't make it without you

&& everyone thinks i'm over him
but the truth is
i've never been so broken

((EVERYONE)) can give advice about breakups and heartbreaks, but when the time comes for them, they realize how hard it truly is.

I tried to tell you about her, but you wouldn't listen.
boy, she played you worse then you played me.
it's called KARMA, baby.

I agree 100% that i should move on, too.
but it's easier said then done.

&& i ::WANT:: to fall in love again
but my heart is still broken from ((HIM))

(( every )) weekend i get over you.
then school comes and i see you...
and i fall in love ::all.over.again::

I feel that if i don't have a boyfriend...i'm not loved...
is that bad?

&& everyone seems like they're mad at me because i haven't moved on yet...
but they don't understand that i try to move on ((everyday))