&& to be frank-
i love you

Do you ever think about me?
do you ever think about the good times we had?
do you ever wonder what we could've been?
do you miss me?

I'm going from boyfriend to boyfriend in an attempt to get over you...but every single one of them (( reminds me )) of you && what we had

You're like a drug::
i didn't (( want )) to have you, but once i got you, i (( needed )) you. now you're gone and i'm -lifeless-

Picture it as this:::
my paintbrush is my razorblade
&& my canvas is my wrist

* saw it somewhere...

Do you think i (( want )) to be sad?

it's not my choice...

(( move on with your life, he was just a boy ))
if i could, don't you think i would've by now? i mean seriously...

It's not that i miss ((him))
i just miss the times we had together. i miss being with someone who loved me.
i miss being wanted...

I'm only angry because i'm trying to cover up my saddness of you leaving me

Since you left me for a (( S.LUT ))
i hope she gives you a terrible disease && i hope you suffer [ big time ]