& its so hard to keep on pretending like this. ive been sad for way too long and i cant hide it any more...i just hope they can accept me...

& im LYING to myself when i say i dont love you anymore...the truth is i miss you terribly and i need you here with me

Its not that im stupid for coming back to you time after time again. its just that maybe youre different. maybe youve -changed-

& you wonder if anyone would care if you died tomorrow.

Do you ever want to wake up in the emergency room and hear the words
-she's not gonna make it-

heard it from somewhere..

Yea, it sucked when we broke up. but what sucked the most was when you cuddled with another girl right infront of me. you told her you loved her. you told her what you used to tell me...

&& i love it how you stick up for me when everyone else has given up on me

&& i fall in love with you -all over again- every single time you look at me

&& just when i was thinking you didnt love me anymore...you come up behind me and put your arms around me and whisper 'i love you'
do you know how much that means to me?

&& baby i dont know how to explain it. i've looked up e v e r y s i n g l e word in the dictionary and not -one- describes how i feel for you