&& i dont want you to see me because then you would realize how bad i really need you...

Shes the girl with her middle finger up in the air because for the first time she just doesnt f.uckin care

&& for once in my life i want to be truly happy.

&& after all these nights of crying over you...im realizing that youre {{not worth it}}

Im finally seeing the reason why you left me...

&& the scary thing is...you can destroy me completely with one little sentence...
"i dont love you anymore..."

& i just love the fact that you dont care...

*sarcasim. hard to feel it in writing.
yea..im stupid..

&& how can i expect you to love me when i dont even -love- myself

You have no idea what it feels like to be lied to and believe it...

&& maybe you would understand if you were me...