&& honestly, i don't think i deserved your love, anyways.

&& today i saw you looking at me- and i had hope. then i realized you were looking (( behind )) me, at [ her ]

MISSING::: lauren's heart
DESCRIPTION::: old and used. probably in more than one piece. been stepped on a few times...
*no reward. the owner doesn't want it anymore*

So here i am, heart-broken and lonely. wishing for someone to fall in love with me. but i can't expect much, cuz right now i don't even love myself.

Maybe, if i don't say what i feel. i won't feel it as stong.

Maybe i shouldn't love at all. just pretend like :they: do. then i can't get hurt, right?

All i need is for another guy to come and sweep me off my feet.
then i'll be in the same place i'm in ::all:: ::over:: ::again::

&& i don't miss ::him:: i miss the times i had with ::him::

I gave up my friends for him. now he's gone and i'm left with truly ::nothing::

At this point, i don't think i'll ever love ::again::