Your lie was (( i love you ))
but mine was (( i don't want you back ))

Its so hard to talk to someone who doesn't understand

&& i know i would be doing you a favor by (( killing myself )) but if i did, it wouldn't be ::for you::

(( i'm tired of pretending ))
i quit

(( 10.21.05 )) - (( 2.10.06 ))
even though it wasn't long...
&& it didn't last...
i loved you with everything i had...
and still do

&& you didn't even say (( sorry )) for breaking my heart

I don't trust anyone anymore. i'm afraid to love. i'm afraid i'm going to get hurt. i'm afraid of being lied to...
(( and its all because of you ))

Lauren's heart:
mangled && torn
broken && bruised..
all because it was lied to

&& i`m sorry i changed

I`m sorry that i wasn`t what you expected. i`m sorry you had to find out the hard way. i`m sorry i wasn`t good enough.
(( i`m sorry ))