Please
don't let him see
that I'm still crying
over he

-from my new poem

If i knew then what i know now
((i would've never loved you))

&& my ::BIGGEST:: fear
((is being alone))

&& everytime you`re around ((i look the other way))
because i don`t want you to see me ::crying over you::

&& my heart will ((never love again)) because now it knows how much ::love hurts::

&& next time you should
((SCREAM IT A LITTLE LOUDER))
maybe then my heart will realize
::you.don't.love.me::

&& i`m only ::smiling:: because i don`t want you to see that i`m ((dying)) without you

I gave you everything i had
((and you still wanted more))

&& everything i do
((reminds me of you))

&& i'm starting to see why i was the one ((worth leaving))