This is my life...
Alcohol.
Drugs.
Depression.
Suicidal Thoughts.
Pain.
Anger.

EMPTY

Happiness will never come

All im asking for is one night that i wont go to sleep crying

My head is pounding
My fever is rising
My heart is breaking
My life is ending

She takes everything out on me
It’s always my fault
I never do everything right
What will she do when I’m gone?

I want things to go back
To the way they were
When it all made sense
When my life wasn’t a blur

Maybe we’ll wake up one day, and realize this was all a dream.

Who you see is the complete opposite of who I am.

I’ll deal with my life later,
for now I have to deal with yours.
That’s how it will always be

All alone in my room
With the lights down low
Curled up in my bed
Just wishing I could go