If only she didn't hate herself,
if only she did care,
if only she weren't invisible,
and you pretended she were there,

If only you didn't miss her,
if only you cared to look,
if only you said i love you,
those words were all it would have took

If only you did love her,
if only you did try,
if only you didn't hate her,
and make her take her life.

Now that you lost her,
you wish you had her back,
but she can't take it anymore,
this is when karma strikes back.

Heart goes up in smoke,
cuts go down her arm.
all because you tripped her,
and she fell for your charm.

She cries herself to sleep,
and when she wakes up she is fake.
she smiles and she laughs all day,
but then she cries herself to sleep.

I whisper a thousand words,
all longing for a reply,
but you refuse to speak to me,
and i long to figure why.

Your eyes say
what your heart won't

To love is to suffer. to keep myself from pain, i must not love, but then one suffers from not loving. therefore i must choose to love and suffer, or to suffer because lack there of.

In losing you i lost myself