You make me sick!!!
How can you say all those things
Then go back to her!!!
It's just a great feeling being used!!!!!

And it kills me thinking of all those time we SHOULD HAVE HAD
Knowing that I could and should have had you
Knowing that she’ll never be good enough for you
But knowing that she’ll always be with you

As the rain violently pours down
And the heavens are screaming out
Sharp lightening bolts hit the ground
The thunders shouting loud

Its only a matter of time
Till this would will end
And all the pain within
Will come to it's bloody end...

Hate, anger, pain, hurt
Black, faithless, tired, broken...

What if i just happened to die
What if i killed myself tonight
Would you regret things you never said
Would you wish you had picked me instead

from my new poem 'regret'....

I guess I can’t get over you, it’s been six months since I’ve seen you and we only knew each other for a week. I guess I can’t get over you because when I was with you, was the last time I was truly happy.