If you want me to lie,
I can say nothing is wrong,
Say I'm not crying,
Say that I'm over you,
And that I never loved you

because "us" was never real.

If You don't see my love for You,
Then You must be blind.
If You don't hear how much I cry for You each night,
Then You must be deaf.
If You can't understand how much You mean to me,
Then You must not care.

I never thought I would cry over you.
But I also thought you loved me.

I guess I was wrong.

Him: "What are you doing?"
Her: "...Nothing."
Him: "Your lying."
Her: *tear falls* "I know.."

(While the girl is cutting herself)

I hate how badly I have lost control.
How everything is falling to peices.
And nothing anymore goes right.
I swear that I think I'm dying.

But it's going to be okay,
because I am not alone.

My mistake - I made you my everything.
My problem - I would do it all over again in a heartbeat

I hate that I fell in love with you,
But yet it's the best thing I'll ever do.

I still smile every time you call,
I still wish for you to be happy,
And I still love you, even though I can't have you.

I told you I would never forget you..

But now I pray it to be untrue.

It's totally pathetic how I sleep every night, since Valentines day, next to that teddy bear you gave me,
Just because it smelled like you.

What do you do when he leaves and takes most of you with him?
I barely have anything left now....
It's like everything was torn apart, and all it took was hearing the words "i dont love you anymore"