You Don't Make My Heart Flutter
Anymore,
Or That Smile Slowly Seep Out
You Don't Make My Palms Sweat,
And You Don't Consume My Thoughts Anymore.

And I've Never Loved Anything More.

Can't Say I'm Sad To See You Go,
Because I'm Not.

&& im just trying to convince myself

that im worth a little bit of something

even if its just a little bit

to anyone in the world

Can You Remind Me Of A Time
When We Were, So Alive,

Do You Remember That?

This Heart It Beats,
Beats For Only You.

&& When We Get Home,
I Know We Wont Be Home At All.

This Place We Live,
It Is Not Where We Belong

The Cruelest Lies Are Often Told In Silence

Everyday I Wake Up With The
Regrets Of Last Night
Shining Through On My Arm,
Little Red Lines Of Hurt, Pain, and Anger
Display All Of My Insecurities

My note will read, "All i needed was a parent,
someone to love me, listen to me, hold me
when i was having a hard time. Something as simple as one hug could have saved my life."

You aren't a dad, a father, my father
my pa, my "daddy", my "old man", you're a useless name in the midst of my life
that is rarely said, rarely thought about, rarely cared about.