Hope, creases my body, giving me shivers, showing...
Desire, presses my mind, bending my thoughts...

A day by day, things change, making life easier...
Sometimes, things don't change at all, they just...

Uncomfortable,
Unnerving...

What i did,
Was very wrong...

Holding it tight,
Not peeping a sight...

So much, has gone by, almost awhile, maybe too...
When I crashed awhile ago, it took me sometime...

These hopeless days, and tiring nights, nothing...
But as they don't, I'm here alone, dwelling over...

-x- i changed how i wrote after awhile, rhyming...
Lost in the night, being devoured by darkness...

Deep in my sleep, I slumber away,
Hoping to keep, the evil away...

How do they do it? how do they succeed? why are...
Is it me? did I create this hole? a hole where I...

~Inside the depths, of which I lay, I rule this...
Walking the halls, watching the maids, brisk away...

Depression seeps, throughout my body, tears have...
Wishing that someone, somewhere, has a heart, and...