For i am someone that not even i understand

so what hope do you have ...

I am on the edge of our gang and falling does not anybody care to give me a hand back in to the middle of my best friends
no o well then i must fall back to the bottom of society

People think i am strong and that i am the one that never crys but what they dont know wont hurt them

right :s

If there was a god he would of killed me off a long time ago to save society from my madness

A cheater is scum the worst of the worst but why then do i love you so its ripping me apart
your a cheating basturd but i love you to much to let you go :S

I look up at you all as i sit in my hole of darkness and all i do is laugh as you act like every think is okay

I know potatos grow in the ground
but carrots grow in trees thats why rabbits jump.

LOl Dont know were that came from just said it in the car at some point lol

Okay, Okay what does that word mean anyway ?

I have cryed more over the last 2 Months than ever before and nobody knows how much i hurt or even why

MY pain is over i am finaly free, i see where i need to be :)