Locked up with the chains
of my own fear...

I just wanted you to want me,
but I knew you didn't...

As I lay me down to cry
I slit my wrists and hope to die...

I opened my eyes and to my utter amazement
you were sitting there smiling at me...

I hate this sadness
I hate this sorrow...

I want to be special
I want to be loved...

You may think her a b!t(h
But you don't see her cry...

All I want to do
Is slit my wrists and bleed...

I don't remember it
But that's what mama told me...

Take it away
Make it stop hurting, please...

I stood in the rain
And looked to the sky...

I'd rather die today than live a thousand years...
But I'd also rather die than watch you for a...