"a dream is a wish your heart makes".. but, all i dream of is death....

I would love to find a man who's strong enough to catch me....

-Carrie, Sex in the City

When i look at the tears rolling down your face, i can see that you're in pain. i wonder what people think when they see the blood running down my arms....

Razors are painful
rivers are damp
acid stains you
drugs cause cramps

guns aren't lawful
nooses give
gas smells awful
you might as well live!

Wide awake and dead at the same time

how many times can your heart be broken before it completely shuts down?

Everyone on this earth has something in common. they all have something that i want. a life that's different from my own.

"you don't have to go out there ya know...."
-- someone said that to me once.... i thought that i could just touch the darkness without really going in and i'd be ok. well, look at how that turned out....

No one should ever feel the way that i feel now

You know what the most frightening thing in the world is??

nothing

How can you be a good role model, when you're still growing up?? and how do you say that everything will be alright, when you're not sure it will be??