There are bad memories that you will never forget no mater how hard you try and there are good ones you don't want to forget..so when people tell you to forget the past how are you supposed to??

Im just afraid of the future...im afraid things might not get better the way everyone says they will./..what happens if this just keeps happening over and over and it never stops what happens if i wake up tomorrow and its still not okay

My mask must be that good my scars explained nothing to no one

Pain isn't that bad when its the only thing you've ever felt

Its the way you make me laugh when i dont even want to smile.

As the feeling of pain gets greater i can feel the beat of my heart grows fainter i thought you promised you'd never let me down now listen to my heart as it falls to the ground

So hold your applause until the end and wait for the sadness to set in cause thats the only feeling thats worth a dam

Maybe if my heart stops beating the pain will go away

I trusted you to help me
but you only made it worse
i thought you were my angel
but all u are is a f ucking curse

And through my whole life, i barely cried
i thought if i cried, that i deserved pain