... and when you said best friends forever, i thought you meant it.

Bones sticking out
white face and
cold hands
is all you see
but i turn anorexia
into something beautiful
i'm a walking skeleton
and that's all i want to be

If only you knew the real me, the real me with your name engraved on my arm, the real girl who cries herself to sleep, the real person who secretly hates you and everyone around me.

So freakishly twisted on the outside, even more so on the inside.

In my dreams i'm living in a perfect world. when i wake up, i'm reminded that the pain is real.

... And one day you'll wake up and realize this is all your life willever be.

... And one day you'll wake up and realize this is all your life willever be.

Best friends... it's a promise, not a lable.

Do you wake up everymorning and ask yourself why your life has to be such a hell?

do you hide all your pain under your sleeves?

do you cry yourself to sleep every night?

i do.

Maybe, finally, after being treated like a dog, ditched, and gossiped about, you\'ll realize that they\'re not actually your friends.

this is 4 all the idiots that used me!