I thought it had ended, that i was finally over u.
It had only just begun, the pain of holding on.

Mixed signals are wat i receive,
still i cant bring myself to leave.
You let me down every time,
please give me just, 1 sure sign.

Yes... no... yes... no...
Need 2 noe wat i am 2 u.
Yes... no... yes... no...
If its all worth wat im goin thro.

"This will be the last time."
How many times will u have to say that until its actually true?

You never seem 2 care
Whether or not im evn there.
Tho evry second i look 4 u
So each day i might make it thro.

Too much has happened for me to heal from
No longer can i return to the unscarred me

Your a puzzle dat i long to decode.
But I do not possess all the pieces.
For there is 1 piece dat i can neva hav.
Ur heart; the piece only she can take hold of.

Counting down the seconds until i see you again.
Tallying each meeting that you look past me.

R u worth the tears i shed?
R u worth the pain i feel?
Worthy or not, the tears will fall and the pain will continue to run deep.

With tears spilling over & pain in my eyes, I smile.
With this smile for all situations I am therefore considered fine.