As the night falls, im forbidden to love

You shine like a star
but your to far

Dying is only painful when theres a hole in your heart of emptyness

I only lay outside in the dark watching the stars because im looking for one thats watching over me.

Why is it when i tell you "i love you"
i mean it and look deep in your eyes
But when you tell me "i love you"
you look away

I wish upon that glowing star
that someday ill be in that car
driving fast and far away
leaving you and this dismay

Maybe that pain is just telling me that im not here to be loved

Crying is my only way of getting rid of all this pain
though inching closer and closer of cutting that one last vein

I wish that one person
would show me that he cares
i wish that one person
would see the masks she wears

As she lies in her bed and cries
she's praying that you weren't just telling her lies