It's funny how i act like i'm perfectly fine at school and around other people. What's even funnier is that people don't even pay enough attention to me, to realize my smile is nothing but fake....

She doesn't know how much they love her....and how much they don't want her to suffer..

I'm young & i'm hopeless...i'm lost & i know this...

Stars are like little balls of hope and dreams..*

Somebody kill me--*before i do it myself!!

If only you could see past this fake smile and laugh..

*her tear drops have now turned into cuts and blood stains*

Hidden in fear, shadowed by darkness, hurting people, life is pointless, hating love, loving hate, make me angry, it will be too late..

I need you here, and not only in my heart

Slow suicide--*like it or not...........it's what we do....