People tell me not to hurt myself, but if I don't, then everyone else will hurt me where it can't heal and scar.

So shove me up against that wall and show me how much you really love *her*

I used to think people were stupid for taking their own life.

Now I know how smart they really were.

I don't want to be here anymore.

I sometimes wonder why we can't just be together. Then I see you with her, and I remember.

You don't know what it's like to always be second-best

Is it bad that they think I should kill myself?
Or even worse that I want to?

People often ask me why I cut. They don't understand. It's because of them. They never miss a chance to remind me how pathetic my life is.

Kill me now and kill me quick, to this death I now submit.

Cut to bleed,
Bleed to feel,
To feel the pain,
That's sadly real.

Would you love me if I was skinnier, pretty?
If I acted like a s l* t, just like your girlfriend?
To bad hun. Not all girls are like that.

Cut me down and make me cry. Tell me I'm not worth it. Tell me I'm never going to make it. Call me emo...... Give me a blade and I'll fuc/king show you emo.