I know its not a poem, but I wrote this and I...
Sure maybe after this night, I'm only going to end...

I want to go back to the time when...
Getting high was swinging on the swing-set...

She would be asleep
But it seemed that almost every night...

I couldn't believe it was happening
All my dreams had come true...

Trying to hide from the facts
I do not like you...

A new locket grabs hold
It's tightening around my throat...

I can no longer see properly
My eyes have completely blurred...

I'm scared
Scared of who I am...

How do I leave this feeling
Behind me like the dust...

I'm shaking
and I'm losing control...

Finally
Mine...

She doesnt know how bad it hurt
When she disappeared from my life...