You make me Hate me
I want to be the perfect wife...

When i lean on your love
it holds me steady...

If only i knew a way to describe
the anger and frustration for myself...

Confusion fills my life
Blindfolded i walk...

I look at your hands
10 years ive reached out to be held by those hands...

I hold you close
needing to breath you in...

I grasp for you
the enemy yanks me back...

I don't know what to do.
Ive tried so many times...

You see me crying
You see me in pain...

I don't know how to
say how i feel...

You could not imagine
the pain you put me threw...

Pain is what i feel
when you talk about her...