I cut myself
to watch the blood flow...
She's my baby
She's my shining star...
Brave, loving and sometimes crabby
This is my son...
My fears
My tears...
There is nowhere to go
There is nowhere to turn...
Close your eyes, what do you see?
I see binds and ties holding me...
My heart was taken
My soul was beaten...
You only care
when your all alone...
Being a mother is very hard
with all the pains of growing up...
You were special to everyone here,
We all hold you close, we hold you dear...
I'm sorry I was so out of hand
I should have listened...
Please love me
now and forever...