'Bending time to cope. Ending silence w/ growth. These are your vices, own up to them and bow. This is what makes you. Using words to cut me, you were the risk i was willing to take but you erased ME so screw you!' Screw you-Ava 2003

Im biting my nails, looking at the floor, feeling completely nervous and wanting more. Headaches all the time, fear in my heart, that sinking feeling, im being torn apart...this is the way i feel...

'Im speechless right now! U leave me blind...i leave u w/ the blame. U let me fall, u bend me back, u go away, and u ALWAYS attack. Call urself a person, call urself a life!..u always leave me so speechless!" Speechless-Ava 2003

\'Look over me look behind, do your thoughts make u blind? Finda a way to face me b4 u replace me. So maybe things arent going great and maybe you\'re not happy. Well thats fine and i dont mind but jus dont dance around me!\"