I act as if I'm good and well
When inside it hurts like hell...
Have you ever fallen in love
Knowing they didn't care...
Abandoned, Agonized, Apathetic and Apart
Knives being driven straight through my heart...
When I first met you
We didn't get along...
When I first laid my eyes on you
I just kept on doing what I do...
You look at me
And I see your face...
I stared at your casket blankly
Sitting there in my seat...
Do you remember
All the little memories we made...
Shut up, just shut up
I don't want to hear it anymore...
If you see me smile, laugh
That doesn't mean I'm happy...
I look into your eyes
Not being able to smile...
I see you walking with your friends
I run up to you and poke you...