Why you never notice that every time we talk I try not to face you...so that you wont be able to see the tears that are about to run from my eyes...

How can i belive in myself if no one in this world does.???....

You always say that I'm not good enough but what you don't realize is that your the one who made me like this.

You made a rose out of me, but when i grew up the petals fell off, revealing the torns that I now have to hide from day to day...

Why do you always want...something i cant give you???

Im looking into your crystal blue eyes and I feel your arms around me, hoping this moment will never end....but then i wakeup, realizing it wasall just a dream, it always was and always will be.

Believing that one day God will make every thing better is the only thing that is keeping me alive.

I cant tell you that I Love You Because Im Scared that You'll Just Turn and Walk away leaving me with nothing to live for.

God...I messed up.

Loving you hurts me so much that sometimes I just want to stare into the rising sun until i go blind so i wont be able to see your face ever again.