When we got together i was so happy ...then we broke up and i tried again to be us but all he said was somethings i cant control when in the end somethings he chooses not to control

Im the tear in your eye
im the cord on your guitar
im the blood you might need
im the smoke in that cigerette you breath im that one you can trust

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

~he hurt me..

&& scared me for life...

&& now you're there to put it back together again

I waited too long and now your with her...next time i'll know to go for it when i have the chance.

i look by my side and no noes there you look by your side and shes there
it hurts to see she got there before me.

Everyday im forced to put a smile on my face when deep in side im crying and losing grip 4ever...

my life is full of ...
pain
lies
scares

i'll wait for you...

i keep waiting...

but i wont wait forever...