Theres a whole other side to this world...of which u finally see when boy meets girl.

U said u'd keep me ur "Dirty little Secret" because u wanted me all 2 urself. Now i realize u jus didn't want 'her' 2 find out about me.
((I hate that song now))

Its not fair to all the guys i date...I compare them to the way u were, and none of them stand a chance. For once I wish I culd get a relationship that'd actually last.

I dont see how i'm ever goina get over u...every guy i date, I always seem to compare to u. And none ever make it close, I dont kno wut 2 do.

God i miss him!
...I look at his photograph everyday.
...I get the chills everytime i hear his name.
...I listen to his voice mail over n over jus 2 hear his voice.
...I cry everytime I hear 'our' song.
...And I dream about him all nite long.

If alls fair in love and war...then y do i always get so hurt??

..Seeing ur smile makes knowin we wont be 2gether anymore -alittle less painful..
(U kno u care bout sum1 wen knoin that their happy -even if its without u- Still makes u happy too)

...All i want is 2 see u happy...so as long as u get wut u want - i get wut i want as well...

Id giv 'Anythin' 2 hav u bak...but I cant giv 'anythin' becuz ur my 'Everythin'. I hav nothin 2 giv!

Y do i still like him?...Y do i still think bout him? He was a jerk...he hurt me! I have some1 else...who says he loves me...he never said that! Maybe i jus like the challenge of getting wut i cant have!