I dont have the guts to go through with it all,
yet i have the brains to think of it all,
is this just a tease,
to make me stay here and bleed,
im just hoping one day that i will finally succeed

Y do people not understand me,
Y cant they see that this life isnt ment to be,
Y do they cry for me and be all nice to me,
is it just because they found out the real true me,
its all so fake its all a lie i hate this life i just want to die

You cut you bleed
and still dont succeed
wouldnt it be easy if you could just leave