She keeps telling herself to just blow it off and that he really did want to see her tonight.

&& no matter what, something always seems to bring her down.

&& when she sees him, she cant help but smile uncontrolably.

And thats the day her walls came tumbling down and he saw her for who she was on the inside.

What She Doesnt Want You To Know
Is That Shes In Way To Deep.

What I Remember Most About Us Is The Way You Used My Body Like It Was Your Toy.

And she cant seem to get over the fact that hes exactly what shes always wanted.

As she waits for him once again. She thinks about her lost love and how much better it would have been.

I wanna wake up where you are . .

Sometimes when she thinks no one is watching, she closes her eyes and prays to God for help to get through the day.