& your all she thinks about.

& she cried those heart wrenching tears . .

I think back on that night we spent together and i feel that longing sensation trying to over power me once again.

She finally got what she wanted.
That boy who is sweet and funny and cute.
But theres this part of her that feels
He should be with someone else
Someone better than herself.

I dont know if your my worst mistake or my best accomplishment.

No matter how much i think im over you
These thought just keep coming back
About how much i really did love you.

Its not that I dont lIke you
Its just that my best frIend lIkes you too
So you know that I just cant tell you
The way I truely feel . .

This thing between us
I cant even explain
But it kinda freaks me out
In that {its so different} way.

She doesn't know if she
Loves him or just likes him
Needs him or just wants him
All she knows is the feeling
She gets when she sees him
IS UNEXPLAINABLY AMAZING.

And once again she lets herself get too
attached . . .