Me admitting im in love is like me saying im scared of heights and standing on the tallest building in the world

I try to forget you...i try to move on, but for some reason i just cant get past it...even when i call and you dont answer, i want to keep calling, just to hear your voice...and {he} still doesnt know how much i care.

Is it worth my time to try to hold on to something that doesnt seem to work...or should i hold it tighter and never let it go...

Why do I try so hard to try to make you happy, if it only makes me sad?

Even know that i tell my friends im over you... i would still use my last breath to let the world know that i still love you.

I dream of the future, I live in the past, but i breath in the present

Laying here with memories that linger
As on the trigger lays my finger
Because it's this love came to an end
This life I live is all pretend

People say that i have it all, when really i don't have you... so i have nothing.

Not even the fastest runner in the wrold could run as fast and as long as the tears run down my face.

I never wanted to hide anything from you... so I told you how I really felt, and now I regret it... cuz you know know my weekness and I went from being a storong young women... to being a Vulnerable and hurt little girl.