Live everyday like you'll die tomorrow. Dream every dream like you'll live forever.

I'm still smiling,
although now the smile is fake,
and behind it is a broken heart, shattered dreams and bloody tears.

You made me something when I was nothing,
you held me up when I was falling.
You made me strong when I was breaking,
you saw the truth even when I was faking.
You made me smile when I was crying,
and you helped me breath when I was dying.

Speak, shout, scream, cry.
Cut, bleed, gasp, die.
Still no-one knows I'm here.

...Life is just a broken memory...

She's out of my life,
and I don't know whether to laugh or cry,
I don't know whether to live or die.
And it cuts like a knife,
she's out of my life.

Michael Jackson - She's out of my life.

I will smile,
like it's all okay.
I will talk,
like it's all perfect.
I will live,
like it's all a dream.
And I will pretend,
that nothing is hurting me.

[x]..It only hurts when I'm breathing..[x]

[x]..The stars look so much prettier, reflecting in your eyes..[x]

...Somebody shake me cuz I must be sleeping...

Staind - So Far Away.