Have you ever felt as if no matter how much you reach out to someone they won't grab your hand...

Have you ever been truly happy, and then relized how much of a fool you were for letting your hopes up...

Im happy, until I get home...

All i can do is hide my tears away by smiling and a little makeup, but truly I need them to go away...

Hiding depression by hiding myself...

Just having someone is better then no one...

These cuts mean thousands more than what I can say in words...

The tears will never fade away, but maybe I will...

I just wanna be that lil six year old girl again, the one that the only thing that broke my spirt was when I fell and scaped my knee...the my mom would kiss me and make me feel all better...

Im not pretty enough to be an actress,

not thin enough to be a model,

not smart enough to be a lawyer,

But to my friends I am Perfect.