So when you're looking over her coffin
with tears streaming down your face
remember that it's all your fault
she was dying in the first place.

&nd it seems so silly now
but, at one point,
just hearing your name
took my breath away.

Sometimes, I wish I was as broken outside as I am inside just so someone could see what I'm going through.

& sometimes, I don't need you to be my prince charming. I don't need you to rescue me.

Sometimes, all I need is for you to sit there, quiet on the other end of the phone, listening to me cry.

& I want to pick up my phone and answer your call, but I want even more for you to know how I feel when you ignore me.

It hurts seeing him walk through the halls;
hold hands with her in front of his friends;
kiss her at his locker;
but you've got to look on the bright side, girl.
He's going to break her heart, too.

&& I'm begging you to be the one thing in this world;;
that can take my breath away.

Every time I think of
your name,
your face,
your smell,
your taste ::
I stop breathing.

And& I almost swear I taste your lies when you kiss me.

-Carissa-

It's just that Notebook, Imagine Me & You, Something About Mary, Slums of Beverly Hills, Edward Scissorhands, Grease kind of ((HEARTBREAK))

-Carissa-