I'm the SISTER keeping the tears away.
I'm the DAUGHTER pretending I'm ok.
I'm the BEST FRIEND acting like every things alright.
But I'm ME when i cry myself to sleep at night.

You look at me and i smile
but if only you knew that smile couldn't be any faker

She was just that quiet girl with a big dream
and he was the cute boy who crushed them

&& i looked for a guy who was nice and in touch wiht his feelings
but then i found out they all had [boyfriends] already

You used to just make me cry
but now you make me wanna die
not just sometimes but everyday
people ask but i tell them i'm okay
but only if i could tell myself that "okay" is true
then maybe my life woulnd't seem so blue....

Your nice to me but i go home and cry;
how come your nice but i still wanna die

&& if only the tears would stop running down my face;
then maybe then everything would be in the right place.