~~I Will Find You...

PLASTIC WORLD...

I wrote u name in the mercy waters of despair and...
i wrote your name in the big blue sky and it faded...

My voice goes unheard my cuts are hidden forbidden...
my tears poor down my face as dose the crimson...

My life is so wrong i feel like i don't belong...
a broken home ,I'm all alone taking pills against...

Was I bewitched so by the thin red line
To notice not that time released its hold...

I held the knife so close to my heart.
Like a foolish child I sat and I cried...

Trapped inside my own head
With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort...

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void...

Darkness
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness...

Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out...

I sit at home broken hearted all alone shattered...
as i take this razor blade to my wrist i don't...